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Post by resident2k4 on May 4, 2009 14:31:45 GMT -5
Carlisle held onto his angel, keeping his word and would not leave her side, he cared for her very much and loved her and knew he always would. "It's ok, it is just the venom, it is going to hurt like this for a little bit, but don't worry it will pass, you will be fine and then I will take you hunting to feed your thirst, Esme I love you so much, I won't ever leave you, not ever." Carlisle cupped her face, she was so beautiful and now they could truly be together. Carlisle then gently embraced her and held onto her.
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Post by Esme Cullen on May 4, 2009 14:58:22 GMT -5
As Carlisle embraced her and spoke she was not really paying attention to his words but looking around the room. Everything seem to look brighter then it was in her human eyes, everything different, she could smell an apple sitting in a bowl across the room. It was one her favorite fruit but now just to smell it was awful. The best thing she smelt seemed t be coming from out the window. the smell was making her throat born more Esme wanted to release herself for Carlisle's embrace and find the origin of the smell, she was struggling to remember who she was. "Carlisle What is it that I smell? Its making my throat burn more and my body is craving for it."
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Post by resident2k4 on May 4, 2009 20:46:29 GMT -5
Carlisle took a second to compose itself. "As a vampire, we hunger and thirst for one thing only, and that is blood, yet we don't feed on humans, but that of animals. It may take some getting used to, but I will guide every step of the way and teach you how to track and hunt." He continued to hold her, loving her every second and was happy he could answer her questions.
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Post by Esme Cullen on May 4, 2009 21:13:09 GMT -5
Esme nodded and stopped breathing only when she did that did lat her throat burned less. not breathing would be something she would have to get used to. Esme sat up a little more and looked around the room once more remember holding the lifeless body for her son in her arms before she was bitten. Esme raised her hand to her eyes thinking she was going to shed a tear but nothing came. She felt the pain for the loss and it still after the transformation heart her was still in agony. "Carlisle....what did you do with my baby's body?" She could not see it at the moment, and nor did she want to after she was changed because at the moment it seemed like a distant but yet painful memory. Tell me then after that I would very like to go for a hunt I do not know how much longer I can fight the hunger.
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Post by resident2k4 on May 6, 2009 20:56:34 GMT -5
Carlisle continued to hold Esme in his arms, trying to be as supportive as he could be and explain what was going on. "Esme, you are going through the transformations of becoming and vampire, you no longer have to breath or only if you choose to. Yet what you are smelling is that of the blood of the wild life creatures, I will take you to hunt with me and teach you and get you acclimated to feeding on the blood of animals, as Edward and I don't feed on the blood of human beings."
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Post by Esme Cullen on May 6, 2009 21:47:11 GMT -5
Esme looked at Carlisle she was beginning to feel more hungry and irritable she placed her her hand on his arm and squeezed it a bit, she did not know how strong she was at first so when she squeezed his arm she was afraid she hurt him. "Is there anyway We can GO soon?" She said somewhat demanding. She felt a lot different then she used to and was feeling less timid, She felt better then she ever did in her previous life. "So you feed on animals, that seems quite civilized. What is it that makes you feed on animals are Better tasting then humans?"
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Post by resident2k4 on May 7, 2009 16:14:44 GMT -5
Carlisle smiled, that even as a vampire, Esme was just a sweet as sugar and very much caring for him. He gently removed her hand some and smiled, finding it rather cute at her curiousity like that of a puppy. "Yes, we can, let's go now, we shall go deep into the forrest where no one would find us. Well as for the animals, I would like to think their blood taste better and for me I will not take the life of an innocent nor that of those who have done wrong in drinking their blood." Carlisle got up from the bed and gently helped Esme up, as her transformation continued, she was still just as beautiful as she before she was bitten by him.
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Post by Esme Cullen on May 7, 2009 17:18:55 GMT -5
Esme loved how kindhearted Carlisle was even as she felt a little impatient from hunger he was still as sweet and his voice was calming. She loved how he was so caring for others safety that he chose to feed of animals then feed a a human good or bad. "So I will feed on animals like you, It seem to satisfy you but I cannot guarantee I will not feed on human and If i ever do I am apologizing in advance. Carlisle I do not want to ever go against you way of life but I cannot say there will always be a time when I cannot resist human blood but I promise I will always so my best to resist." Carlisle assisted Esme of the bed and as she stood up she felt like she was walking on a new pair of feet. she wanted to see what she looked like she did not know how much she had she changed since she last saw herself. "Carlisle, do I look the same as I did before or am I different?If it not an Inconvenience is there a mirror in you house?"
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Post by resident2k4 on May 7, 2009 21:15:51 GMT -5
Carlisle nodded his head at everything Esme was saying. He knew it was going to be difficult for her to adjust to this new lifestyle. And Carlisle knew best of all, he even tried killing himself quite a few times before he came to terms with what he was. Yet het prided himself on the fact that he did not feed on human being and was able to work with them, as he felt he was showing that vampires can be civilized as well.
He grabbed a mirror for Esme and wrapped his arms around her. And he smiled, as she just looked as beautiful as ever, but would not be forever, his angel was now with him. "You are so beautiful Esme, and now we can be together and don't worry I will help you with the hunger, it will be hard at first, but like I said you aren't alone in this, it will be you and me and your new son in your life as well....Edward."
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Post by Esme Cullen on May 7, 2009 21:38:52 GMT -5
Esme looked at herself ion the mirror she felt like she no longer looked l like herself. The thing that shocked her most was here eyes. They were blood red, which stood out brightly against her porcelain white skin, her hair too was different it looked like there was no strand out of place. As Esme studied herself she could feel Carlisle's arms wrap around her instead of cold like he felt to her before he felt a was bit warmer then she was.
"I truly am something different, but with my eyes this color I am afraid I might scare someone off, but i bet that is a good thing......Edward?" Esme had forgotten the talk they had about him, the last time she and Carlisle spoke about Edward she was still human.
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Post by resident2k4 on May 11, 2009 22:32:11 GMT -5
He continued to hold Esme. He loved her and saw nothing scary about her, if anything she allure men. She would entice them to come running to her, rather than running away as she thought. But he knew she wasn't like that, but he didn't want her to believe she was scary looking, she was so beautiful and any man would be truly blessed to have her and now he could be with her. He continued to hold her and let her get used to the changes.
"You're eyes are ways of knowing when you are hungry and when you satisfy that hunger. You will get used to all of this, I will teach and coach you on this. And no you wouldn't scare anyone away my love. I don't think anyone could be scared or run away from such a beautiful angel as yourself Esme."
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Post by Esme Cullen on May 12, 2009 9:49:22 GMT -5
Esme smiled as Carlisle spoke, She was glad she had someone like him as her supporter, without Carlisle she would be in a truly different place, she would have no longer been alive. Esme did no know how to refer to herself, Was she alive or was she dead, she had no heart beat, but she could still speak, walk, talk but had no need to breathe. She felt like she should ask how Carlisle deal with all of this alone, because surely he did not have someone so compassionate change him.
"Carlisle, Who changed you, how long have you been a, a vampire?" Esme was Hungry but yet full of questions. She just wanted to know how long would it take her to become as reserved as him.
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Post by resident2k4 on May 12, 2009 21:22:22 GMT -5
Carlisle turned away some and went over and sat on the bed. He could remember the day it happened. The creature he was chasing, and how that night he became the very thing he was entrusted to hunt down by the general public, but was bit in the process and would have his life transformed forever. He then looked up at Esme, he would explain it to her.
"It happened so long ago, when I was still human. I was apart of a group hunting down creatures like ourselves. One night we had one on the run, it appeared to be wounded, because I was able to keep up with it, but as I did, it turned around on me and bit me. With that, I ran away, I could never face anyone I loved or cared about, not with what I knew I was going to become. I could have never forgiven myself if I killed anyone I loved, it took time, but with discipline I over came my thirst for human blood. Yet at first I did try to kill myself on quite a few attempts, so believe me, I was not perfect at handling when it happened, it just took time."
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Post by Esme Cullen on May 12, 2009 21:35:41 GMT -5
Esme looked into Carlisle eyes, She could see her bring red iris reflecting back at her in his golden-ish ones. "It Must have been difficult going though it alone, I am glad I have you here with me." With that Esme placed her lips upon Carlisle and kissed him passionately. She did not want to stop it was like an urge took over her and she never wanted anything more. Her throat was still burning with the urge to feed but he body was craving more then blood, Esme was craving affection.
She knew how Carlisle felt for her, She could tell when she kissed him how much he loved her, how much he cared. Esme had never had such feeling in her past life, it was like she was releasing a beast that hunger for love, She wanted to be with Carlisle more and more every second she kept her lips upon his, she was glad she did not have to breath but she pulled away to speak. "Thank you for being so kind".
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Post by resident2k4 on May 12, 2009 22:12:55 GMT -5
Carlisle then could not stop himself either, he pulled Esme to him and then place his lips back on hers. He felt the same beast in him as well. He held Esme securely to him, never wanting to let her go. He had waited his entire life for her. He eventually broke the kiss and looked into Esme's eyes. "Esme, you are more than welcome, from the first moment I layed my eyes on you, I knew I was in love with you. Even when you left, I never stopped thinking about you. You have brought me to life in so many ways and I can never thank you or ever love you enough to ever show how grateful I am to you Esme, my love."
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