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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on May 2, 2009 23:19:53 GMT -5
Looking into Jacob's eyes, she could see the sincerity behind them in his words as he spoke to her about how their love had created the baby within her womb. "I think that our baby is going to be one of the single most loved babies in the history of the world," she giggled. "Because we have my family, the pack, and us that will love and adore our child." Thinking about the baby made her laugh as she could see everything in her mind; all of the toys she would be tripping over and clothes she would have in a little closet for their child.
Sitting up, she placed her hand on her stomach instinctively and smiled. "I can see the baby now, with my curls and eyes and your smile and nose. No one is ever going to be able to say no to the baby."
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Post by Jacob Black on May 2, 2009 23:34:07 GMT -5
Jacob could also see it now as Renesmee described the child, he thought there would be no other child in existence that would look and be as beautiful and loved as theirs. Jacob knew most parent thought that way but as Nessie as a mother Jacob knew it was true. "You know are child is passably even going to be more sheltered then you were and he or she though mischievous will be kept out of trouble by our friends and family watch our child's move." Jacob laughed he was picturing Quil's son Embry trying to be big brother like to the baby. Quil would get a kid out of that too.
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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on May 3, 2009 1:01:10 GMT -5
Laughing at Jacob, she pulled him into a light kiss. "However true that might be, our child will probably be as well behaved as I was," she said, smiling. Renesmee thought back to her own childhood, knowing that she was rather sheltered because of her entire family keeping tabs on her most of the time. In fact, the only time she had ever really been free was when she was with Jacob. Their honeymoon was the longest time she had ever been away from her family in her entire life; all thirty plus years of it.
"I was thinking that once the baby is born, maybe we could have a family celebration with my family and the pack; because this baby is part of both worlds,"" she said softly. More than anything, she wanted her child to feel like it belonged in both worlds that it was from and not alienated from either because it was only part vampire or part shape-shifter.
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Post by Jacob Black on May 3, 2009 22:02:38 GMT -5
Jacob thought Renesmee's suggestion of a get together was a great Idea. the pack and the vampires did nit get together often enough and Jacob sometimes hoped the did because maybe they would get along better. "I think that would be a good idea maybe It will make the bond stronger between the pack and your family. " Jacob smiled he liked it better when everyone got along it make him stress less.
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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on May 4, 2009 1:24:29 GMT -5
"Good, it's settled then...we will have a celebration to welcome the baby into both families," she said, smiling and kissing her husband's lips softly. Placing her hand on her stomach lightly, she was still in awe that there was this little person growing inside of her. Nothing had ever prepared her for this time or moment in her life. In truth, she had wanted it from the beginning of her relationship with Jacob, but wasn't sure that it could ever happen because she was half-vampire. However, that theory was shot the moment she knew she was pregnant.
She began to hum a sweet lullaby as she ran her fingers across her stomach, imagining a sweet little baby boy or girl in her arms a few months from now. "Jacob, I was thinking about something the other day after I found out that I was pregnant for sure," she said, looking back into his eyes. "Once the baby is born, I know that everything is probably going to go choatic again like it was after I was born. I don't want that for our baby. If it gets to be too much, I want to leave for a while with the baby. Promise me that we will if that happens."
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Post by Jacob Black on May 4, 2009 9:43:17 GMT -5
"Whatever you want to do Ness, I will be right by your side to support you the whole way. I remember how crazy the stuff was before you birth boy am I glad where not exactly in the same position as your parents, they had both the pack and the royal family to worry about, now the great thing about it we will have both as support. " Jacob smiled at Renesmee as she hummed the lullaby.
He closed his eyes and listen. He was picturing the future behind them. He could see it now, the tree of them sitting on the beach on a sunny July afternoon, and he and Nessie taking turns holding and snuggling their little baby. It was sure not the future he saw the day before but the more he thought about the child growing within his wife he wanted to make the world in which the baby will grow up in better. "I wonder how the rest of the family will take the news"
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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on May 4, 2009 13:52:14 GMT -5
Knowing that Jacob was going to be there through whatever happened was a relief to Renesmee's mind. She wanted nothing more than to have her little family safe and away from all the drama. Jacob mentioning how the rest of the family would take the news reminded her that she was still not speaking with Rosalie. Even though it seemed silly to not speak to someone, Renesmee knew that she was standing on her principles of taking Alice's side about the entire Jasper situation. Her heart rested with Alice and she knew that it always had because of the instance earlier the previous year where Jasper had yelled at her for trying to fix things between him and Alice. However, she shoved aside all those thoughts to focus on the present with her and Jacob.
"I honestly think that my mom is going to be somewhat upset that we didn't wait to have children until later," she admitted. "But once she warms up to the idea that I'm having a baby, she will be just as happy as we are. As for everyone else, they'll probably be worried since this baby is the first of its kind. Carlisle will probably want to run a million tests and Alice is already excited about the baby since she knows."
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Post by Jacob Black on May 4, 2009 14:26:06 GMT -5
Jacob nodded in agreement to her thoughts about Bella if she did not kill Jacob first she would be a little disappointed in them at first. "Ness you mom almost has to realized your just over thirty. You or Carlisle don't know how much longer into your like you would be able to have children. Being a hybrid, you chances could have stopped yesterday, we should see this as a gift, our own little miracle. I don't know if there has been another woman like you in the world who has given birth. All i know you are probably the first half vampire to be imprinted on my a shape shifter and carries his child " Jacob held his wife as he spoke, he also knew besides bell Emmett would be hassling him a lot. "We are gown adults hell Ness one year after the baby is born i be half a century old." Jacob chuckled.
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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on May 4, 2009 14:56:36 GMT -5
Renesmee smiled at the thought that their baby was a little miracle; which in reality made sense. She had resigned herself to the fact that she might not ever have children and then the impossible happened when her pregnancy test came up positive. Truthfully, she was more scared than anything because the baby would be so unique, even more so than herself. "Our baby is a little miracle, isn't it?" she murmured, looking down at her still-flat stomach. "Maybe we could change the names we had talked about a while back? I thought of something that I really like and it has special meaning to me."
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Post by Jacob Black on May 4, 2009 15:12:59 GMT -5
Jacob wanted to hear anything Renesmee had to say, she was his love of his life. Her voice had always been the key to his hear and hearing her thoughts as always made him happy to have insight into her mind. "Lay it on me," he smiled and placed his lips to her fore head. "Anything that has special meaning to you will also have special meaning to me." Jacob looked around the room and smiled happily, soon this bedroom would be filled with items preparing for the baby.
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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on May 4, 2009 15:28:33 GMT -5
Renesmee smiled and said, "Well, for a boy I would like for his first name to be Masen, like my dad's original last name." Thinking about naming their son after her father made her grin. She knew that her father would be honored to have his grandson named after him. Just thinking about having a boy made her laugh because she knew he would be just like Jacob in every way, running all over the place and getting into all kinds of trouble. "And if the baby is a girl, I really would like to name her Alicia, after Alice. She's been there for me since I first found out I was pregnant and I think it would be nice to give her a namesake in the family." In her mind, Renesmee could also see a sweet little girl with big brown eyes, chocolate curls, and a precious smile that would knock even the strongest man to his knees.
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Post by Jacob Black on May 4, 2009 16:01:47 GMT -5
As Renesmee Spoke Jacob Just listen like any good husband should for his wife, Masen was on name they had discussed before and Jacob actually liked it, was better then Edward which now at days seemed to be dying in popularity. The name that Nessie suggested for a girls was actually quite nice. "Well Both Masen Black or Alicia Black sound like wonderful names for our child." Jacob was still a bit partial to Sarah but Alice was also someone who had a lot of influence in is life. As far as the vampires go she was the one he was closet to. he could still remember the day when Alice wanted around the mansion OT help stop her headache when Nessie was still in Bella's womb.
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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on May 4, 2009 18:17:44 GMT -5
Renesmee was glad that Jacob liked the names she had chosen. Both names meant the world to her and she really wanted his support on them. Looking into his eyes, she smiled softly and placed his hand on her flat stomach. "For a boy I like Masen Jacob, after his daddy and for a girl I like Alicia Evolet. When I first found out I was pregnant, I found the name Evolet and it means 'the promise of life' and I think that our child is the promise of a new life for all of our family." In her heart, she knew it was true. Their family had been torn apart by something so much so that it was necessary for something good to enter their life. Renesmee knew that the birth of her and Jacob's child was going to be celebrated by all who loved and cared about them.
Alice had said that a child born out of love was the sweetest thing and she believed her with all of her heart. Thinking about that, Renesmee believed that the birth of their child could possibly mend the rift between the members of the family she loved so dearly.
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Post by Jacob Black on May 4, 2009 18:57:28 GMT -5
Jacob was proud to have a wife who was so smart and beautiful. She meant to world to him and more, he was wondering if he could love the child as much as he loved his wife. Love was a strange thing though with all of the baby talk Jacob grew more excited, he had wished to be a father at one point in his life and now it was coming true a little sooner then he expected but at least it was happening. An Idea the popped in his mind, Nessie had never seen baby pictures of him. "Ness, Hey if I can find some pictures of me when i was a kid? it might give us some of an idea what the baby will look like."
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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on May 4, 2009 20:20:57 GMT -5
"I would love to see pictures of you as a baby!" she giggled excitedly. "Since you literally watched me grow up, I don't think we need to look at mine since you probably remember what I looked like anyways." Another laugh escaped her lips as she remembered all the black and white photos her aunts took of her while she was just a baby. Those were now along the walls of her parents' cottage. Her favorite one was where she was sleeping on her father's chest and he was looking down at her. Alice had captured that moment perfectly and she had loved it ever since. Another favorite was one of her in her mother's arms, holding her hand gently to her face to give her a memory. It was one of the first moments she had ever spent with her mother after the transformation.
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