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Post by Delilah Knightly on Feb 27, 2009 22:15:20 GMT -5
She nodded when Nessie agreed with three months are not long as thirty years. Of course, she had been away from people to know that and can give the same saying to everyone. From what she offered she probably guessed that her family probably are getting things ready at the moment. Delilah looked at the beautiful beach that was ahead of her.
She heard Nessie joke about her family and chuckled. "Not every family are the same. Don't worry, I'll be there to keep you sane around crazy stuff. Whatever it is that your aunts are planning must be something special. Because you're the only child in the family and is hybrid." Delilah will be there to help her friends out when they need her. It doesn't matter what the event or problem is she'll be there.
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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on Feb 27, 2009 22:57:03 GMT -5
Renesmee laughed, "Thank you. I know they love me and I adore them. They mean well and always have."
She began to think about how much planning there still was left to do. Her dress fittings had already begun as well as picking out a few of the kinds of flowers. The rest, Alice and Rose were keeping under wraps as a surprise for her. Waiting to know was driving her insane, but she knew it would be well worth it in the end when she saw how beautiful the mansion was.
"I'm still trying to decide on who should be in the wedding party. It's so hard, you know?"
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Post by Delilah Knightly on Feb 28, 2009 9:01:37 GMT -5
She looked at Nessie as she laughed and heard her talk. "It's good to hear that. My parents died when I graduated from Yale. Did you know that I'm just two years older than Jacob?" Delilah remembered her parents and talking about them makes her happy and sad. Happy because of sweet, happy, memories that they spend together; sad because they're not there with her. "You could invite your close friends and some family relatives that doesn't live here. I guess." She answered Nessie's question.
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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on Feb 28, 2009 14:01:31 GMT -5
"I didn't know that you were just a little than Jake," she replied.
Age had always been irrelevant to Renesmee. Her mother had been married at eighteen to her father, who may have appeared seventeen, but actually was over a hundred. So, for all intents and purposes, age meant nothing in the Cullen family really. Jacob was eighteen, looked twenty-five, and was actually in his forties. No one cared though because they all looked young and to everyone in the outside world, they were.
"Jake and I were talking about going to Italy for our honeymoon. I've been there and loved it, so I think that Jake would too," she giggled. "Not that we'll be doing too much sightseeing."
It was nice for Renesmee to have someone outside of her family to talk about these things with. She was looking forward to being intimate with Jacob for the first time, even though she was scared out of her mind. But she knew that Jacob would not intentionally hurt her, so everything would be alright.
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Post by Delilah Knightly on Feb 28, 2009 22:05:04 GMT -5
From more talks with Nessie, she was getting to know her better. Delilah still didn't look older than Jacob as she should be; she didn't mind that at all. Even though Jacob is younger than her, he always thought like a grown up. "Talking about age gets confusing with shape shifter and vampires. One good thing about it is you get feel and look young." She said. She was alot older than Noah was and both of them doesn't care of the fact that she's older than him.
When Nessie talked about where she and Jacob are going honeymoon, she looked at Nessie and smiled. Delilah went to Italy when she was on a business trip regarding the designs she had done. "True that. Italy is just gorgeous. I've been there and I was deciding to move there after I awhile. But now I found Noah, so I won't be going anywhere, now. Hope you enjoy your honeymoon." She was still shocked that she found Noah in La Push; she thought she was going to stay single forever but she was wrong.
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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on Mar 1, 2009 1:07:37 GMT -5
The more Renesmee thought about getting married in just a few months, the excitement just kept building. After thirty years of waiting, she was finally going to be married to the love of her life. It was going to be the most amazing experience in her entire life and she was just bursting with elation about it. Unlike her mother's aversion to marriage, she was full-steam ahead about getting married. However, she was only physically seventeen; mentally she was thirty and ready to be married. Her mother had been mentally and physically eighteen, so it was a little different for her.
"You know, Jake and I have been talking a lot lately and we were thinking of having children at some point. I'm half-human, so it has to be possible right?" she asked.
After all, Quileutes imprinted with those that would help best carry on the wolf line. So, it had to be possible for them to have children. That thought had been weighing on her mind a lot in recent weeks, along with the nightmare she had that one Saturday night. Even if the Volturi were extinct, they still had a way of scaring the hell out of Renesmee.
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Post by Delilah Knightly on Mar 1, 2009 22:28:19 GMT -5
It was a long way for Delilah and Noah to get married. Even if Noah proposed to her at the moment, she still won't be ready. Even though both of them are soul-mate she still won't be. It's not that she's scared or anything; she's just have lots of things in her mind, lately. Plus, Noah is in high school and eighteen.
She looked at Nessie as she talked about kids. Delilah loves kids and are her weaknesses. "Really? That's going to be a beautiful child. And I'm thinking you can have a child. But I would say that you talk with your parents about it or Carlisle." She replied.
((OCC: sorry it's short. I can't think correctly right not. lol))
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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on Mar 2, 2009 1:18:12 GMT -5
"Jake and I were talking about it for a while one night and decided we wanted to wait for a while, at least until after we've been married for a while," she said. " But I do know that I really want to have a baby with Jake."
The thought of a perfect little baby in her arms with Jacob's color, her eyes and curls, and his smile brought great joy to Renesmee. Their features complimented each other perfectly and would blend to make the perfect child. No matter what other mothers said, no one could have trumps on her and Jacob's baby. Just thinking about it made Renesmee tingle all over because she knew that she would be married before having children.
"You know what I'm most scared of about getting married?"
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Post by Delilah Knightly on Mar 2, 2009 12:10:03 GMT -5
A child brings great joy in the family and also keeps their parents together. Delilah remembered when her baby sister died in front of eyes and since then she tries hard not to cry in front of anyone of that matter or what she been through her life. "That's good. Babies are joyful and energetic when they start crawling. But the worse part is the labor." She said smiling. Just as Nessie started talking about getting married she chuckled and shrugged. "It's usually missing your parents for couple of days. As long as you have Jacob, after you two are married you won't miss them much. Plus you can always go over and see them. But other than that I don't know."
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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on Mar 2, 2009 13:33:26 GMT -5
Even though Renesmee knew she would miss her family a lot, especially her parents, that was not her greatest fear about getting married. She was just a normal girl, like anyone else with fears and anxieties, despite the fact that she was half-vampire. That did little to diminish the fear of any normal first-time bride. The one thing she was sure of was the fact that she loved Jacob and was going to marry him, despite her fear; which she was certain would be gone.
"Actually, I am more scared of my first night with Jake," she admitted. " We've never have been...intimate together."
That was the one thing she was scared about as a bride-to-be, was her first night with Jacob as his wife. There had been many times she had thought about it and what it was going to be like, but never anything more than that. She had asked her mother about it, but her mother explained that she barely remembered any pain. Then again, her mother was human and her human memories were dim at times.
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Post by Delilah Knightly on Mar 2, 2009 15:18:09 GMT -5
She heard people, her friends talk about how their scared about getting married especially their first night. Delilah nodded on what Nessie said about her first night with Jacob. "But look on the bright side, you won't notice as the time passes by at night." She said. She still didn't realize that almost forty years passed but is happy that she's still there back in La Push talking and making new friends.
Wedding is the best thing that happen to two different people but one soul. Of course sometimes there's ups and downs in married life but in the end everything is good.
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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on Mar 2, 2009 23:23:10 GMT -5
Renesmee laughed. "That is true. I just can't wait to be married though. I know that Jacob is the only one for me; there could never be any other that could have my heart the way he does."
Thinking about Jacob made her heart race a little. It had been several days since she last saw him because of his pack commitments. Silently, she wondered how long those would continue after they were married. Renesmee knew how important the pack was to him, but she also wanted to have alone time with her husband, uninterrupted. Then there was the thought of the pack seeing his thoughts after they returned from their honeymoon. That was just plain awkward to Renesmee. She wanted those nights to be private.
The more she thought about it, the more she wanted to talk to him about what they were going to do about his status as Alpha of the pack. While she knew what it meant to him, there were just certain things she wanted to keep private and between her and Jacob at all times. Her family, particularly Emmett, had already begun giving her hell about their sex life that was not even existent yet and it was only going to get worse after the wedding. She didn't want to broadcast that to the whole world.
On that note, she decided to ask Delilah something personal, "How do you keep anything private with the pack mind? I mean, like your love lives and such?"
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Post by Delilah Knightly on Mar 13, 2009 16:41:42 GMT -5
Delilah's thoughts were around Noah. Every second she thinks on what he might be doing and what. She wasn't the control girlfriend that needs to know where he's at, what he's doing, and texting and calling him every few minutes. She trusted him more than her life and knew that he won't cheat on her ever. Even though she couldn't be away from him more than couple of hours, she thought that both of them might want to do something that's unrelated to each other for couple of hours. It was impossible for her but she does it by keeping Noah's scent, his smile, his voice, and his face in her head.
She was lost in her world with Noah when she heard Nessie ask a personal question. For a moment she looked confused on answering to her question. Delilah never had a problem like that since she doesn't hide anything from the pack because she tells her problems and what's going on in her head to them in human form. "I didn't have problem with that since I tell everyone in the pack but I've heard Jacob's thoughts and some of them I really don't want to know but couldn't help it. It was so interesting. One way is by keeping your mind occupied with stupid things or unimportant things. Like go on about talking cute guys, movies and such." She answered.
Now that Nessie asked the question, she was certain that she had to keep her mind occupied with things that didn't matter to her. She doesn't want anyone to know on what happened between her and Noah. "I have to keep my mind occupied with things now." Delilah chuckled on what she murmured.
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