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Post by Jacob Black on Feb 3, 2009 20:53:49 GMT -5
Jacob rubbed the back of his head, Gah, I should have done thta so soon now she know. LIE I have to lie I wanted to surprise her I wanted to do it asfter I ask Edward for her hand.I just wanted to show her what Charlie left for her, what he wanted her to have, it was only right Jacob's thought were rolling through his head. "Well Nessie, ummm not really....See look you just got back let enjoy what we have now. If I was going to propose to you today I Would have done it when you walked in the door". Jacob liked but he looked all distracted when he said his words. I hope she believes that, not that she will I am a pretty bad at lying. "Ness I cant lie to you, Yes I Want to purpose to you not now, Like I said I am waiting for the right time, Love...I want it to be perfect...I want it to be Special a time we can always remember." Jacob looked at Renesmee. "...When the time is right."
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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on Feb 3, 2009 21:02:25 GMT -5
Amused, Renesmee watched as Jacob fumbled through his words, trying to lie to her. She knew that it was useless as he could not lie to her, period. When he explained that he did want to propose to her, but it just was not the right time, she completely understood.
"Jake, it's alright. I understand. Just know this, had you proposed to me today, I would have said yes without a second thought to it. And when you do propose to me, I will be just as surprised. I know you will pick the right time and it will be perfect."
She smiled at him and softly kissed his lips, lingering a few moments. If she could nothing else for the rest of eternity, she would have been happy just sitting out under the stars with Jacob. He was her sun, moon, and stars; everything to her.
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Post by Jacob Black on Feb 3, 2009 21:53:22 GMT -5
"I am glad Nessie, I could you know propose to you today... but in a way I ready did...your bracelet it a the Quileute equivalent of a promise ring though I already gave you one years ago this one is the real deal. Ness I" Nessie kissed him then, It was perfect I made his Heart flutter and his body tingle.. he loved that feeling. "Ness I Want to be you husband, I do I want to be the one who wipes away you tears, Take away you sadness, the one who protects you. I just think right now you Aunt Alice would make a big deal about it too soon" .Jacob laughed and rested his chin on Renesmee head. " And I still need to talk to you father" Jacob tone turned serious after he said the last part. "I wanted to see if he was for me to ask you, I know a little old fashioned but you dad was born in 1901."
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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on Feb 4, 2009 0:36:59 GMT -5
Listening to Jacob explain the bracelet he had given her made her feel all the more special to him. After all, she respected his culture and his identity as a Quileute, so it made the bracelet that much more valuable to her. She was promised to him now and forever. And he was right about Alice making a huge deal out of it being too soon. Not only would Alice throw a fit, but the rest of her family probably would as well because she had only just gotten back after a thirty year separation from Jacob.
Then there was the matter of her father. Jacob was right about him being old fashioned, but she would have it no other way.
"Jacob, I'm really glad you're going to ask my father first. It makes him feel included in our life together and because he was born in 1901, it is kind of expected that you ask him," she giggled.
So this was it, she was promised. Although Renesmee had never loved anyone else but Jacob, she didn't need to. He was all she would ever want, forever. And that was enough for her.
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Post by Jacob Black on Feb 4, 2009 2:47:08 GMT -5
Jacob smiled "Yeah...About earlier when I was 'talking' to him I was asking if I could talk to him about you sometime.It was about asking for your hand but I did not mention that I tried to keep it hidden,.that is where the Pack experience comes in handy, you only think what you want others to hear." Jacob smiled. He was smiling a lot more then ever in his past. " ha ha," He laughed "I Don't know if my Smile is ever going to disappear from my face and I hope it doesn't. Your the reason I smile Renesmee....I have never been so excited in my life for any day like I was for today." she is so beautiful, he thought and stoked her hair. "How old were you when your mom first cut you hair?" Jacob asked remembering Bella did not want to cut Renesmee hair at all. her bronze curls use to travel down past the middle her back but now it was just below her shoulders.
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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on Feb 4, 2009 2:55:15 GMT -5
Renesmee smiled. Jacob was her reason for smiling as well. With him, he radiated sunshine like no one else she knew. There was never a dull moment with Jacob either. Something was always amusing or funny and he always knew how to diffuse a difficult situation. He was definitely the more mellow between the two of them, but she was alright with that fact.
Listening to his commentary on her hair, she answered, "We actually just cut it before we left so traveling would be a little easier. Long hair is a lot of work sometimes." She giggled. "But I'm growing it back now that we're home. I love my long hair."
Carrying on conversations were easy with Jacob. Renesmee felt totally at ease with the world whenever he was there, like nothing could bother her or bring her down. Jokingly in her mind, she called it the "Jacob Effect". Her mother even agreed as she shared stories with Renesmee of her motorcycle riding days with Jacob long before she was even born.
"Jake, do you think we were destined to be together even before I was born?" The thought had been nagging at her for a while, so she decided to ask her burning question.
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Post by Jacob Black on Feb 4, 2009 3:48:09 GMT -5
Were they destined before her birth? Did she came to be for him? "I do believe in destiny and that everyone has a soul mate somewhere. Souls are a big thing in Quileute legends, Its possible we were always meant for each other, either way I believe we were always meant to be Nessie. Our Souls were intertwined by fate and will be forever more" he gasped her hand. Ness right then reminded him of Bella, the old Bella. It was the way her eyebrow furrowed when she asked the question, that did it.
"Right now you look like Bella Swan" Jacob joked.
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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on Feb 4, 2009 10:40:36 GMT -5
Renesmee believed that their fates were always intertwined and would always be. Since she was young, she knew that Jacob would always be in her life, but had not realized until she grew older how much she would love him. Once her mother had tried to explain love to her, while she was still young, and it did not make sense to Renesmee. But now it made perfect sense.
Everyone always told Renesmee how she reminded them of her mother when she was human. Although she had few memories of her mother as a human, those that she did have she could see herself looking like her mother. For one, they had the same chocolate eyes and heart-shaped face. But, she had also inherited some of her mother's temperaments, like being extremely stubborn when it came to something she wanted.
She laughed. "Dad says that I take after Mom in so many ways from her human life. They showed me pictures of Mom when she was human."
Thinking of her mother as a human made Renesmee recall the struggle she had come through to bring Renesmee into the world. A pregnancy was not something either of her parents were expecting, but nonetheless her mother fought to keep her alive. Jacob was close by the entire time before she was born, constantly drawn to her mother.
"Jake, I think I chose you before I was even born," she said, laying her head comfortably on his shoulder.
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Post by Jacob Black on Feb 4, 2009 11:14:34 GMT -5
"Nessie I would Like to Say the same thing but before the first time I saw you...Well I hated you...I am sorry Ness for saying that.."Jacob said almost crying he did not hate her he haste what was happening to Bella then. " I thought your mom was going to died, And It would have been because of her stubbornness to Keep you .I hated you because you were killing her. But I was happy When I was able to Find a solution to save the both of you, You were staving and so was she. Blood was my Idea and I am glad it worked Nessie, I am happy you live, breath and your heart beats..... Renesmee ....I am happy you picked me, I would want it any other way" Jacob eyes were tearing he trued the hid it from Renesmee that he was crying.
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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on Feb 4, 2009 11:28:37 GMT -5
"Oh Jake," Renesmee said, sitting up and looking him in the eyes, seeing that he was very emotional.
She took his hand gently, "Jacob, it is ok that you did not like me when I first came. I was hurting my mother and you were just trying to protect her in the best ways you knew how. I don't hold it against you at all."
To calm him, she put her hands on the sides of his face and gave him a memory. It was just earlier in the day, when they were reunited and kissed for the first time, but she knew it would help him. For a few moments, she held the memory there, a new extension of her power that she had been working on the last few months. When she ended the memory, she kissed him again.
"That is why all of that is worth it, because you and me belong together forever. There is nothing in the world that could make me feel differently about you. I love you Jacob," she said.
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Post by Jacob Black on Feb 4, 2009 11:47:10 GMT -5
Nessie said that it was ok, Jacob still hated himself, If he did not imprint on Renesmee who he and the pack have killed her..Jacob nodded When Renesmee said it was ok. "As Soon as I saw you Nessie I was different, I was love at first site, and my love for you since then has increased tenfold." Jacob explain as she placed hand on his face. She showed him their first kiss together. It was a memory he would always cherish.
Renesmee then Kissed hm again, The happy tingly feeling he felt before the sadness returned "Thank you Ness, I Love You too and you know that I will always and forever, my heart is yours. I first time I saw you I took it out of my chest and gave it to you freely. "
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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on Feb 4, 2009 20:15:03 GMT -5
"And I gave my heart to you just as freely, forever and always. There's no one else in the world for me but you, Jake."
She meant every word, straight from her heart. Nothing could ever make her love him any less. Although Renesmee didn't quite understand the imprinting process, she knew that Jacob loved her unconditionally as she did him, and that was enough for her.
After that, they just sat together under the blanket of stars. As they sat there, Renesmee took time to just take everything in. She had only been home for a few hours, but she was completely happy already with all things in her life now completely perfect. Jacob was there and they were going to be together forever.
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Post by Jacob Black on Feb 5, 2009 12:25:10 GMT -5
Jacob Sat there in silence Just looking at Renesmee and the stars. They were beautiful but Renesmee was the most beautiful thing in the world he studied he face to forever have engraved into his memory. Ever Detail he made a metal note of. The colour of her eyes, their shape, the length of he eyelashes, the shape of her lips, the light pink blush to her cheeks. He closed his eyes and took in a breath. "Prefect" He said with a smile as he open his eyes and cough hers. "Your are a hundred out of ten. Your perfect ten times over."
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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on Feb 5, 2009 14:11:42 GMT -5
"I'm not perfect," Renesmee blushed.
Although she knew love made people blind, she didn't realize that it went that far. Even though she was half-vampire, she always felt like she was not as beautiful as the rest of her family. There was always something different about her, unique to be sure, but always different. Like any other girl, she was self-conscious to a degree.
Jacob was her first and only love, so everything was new. More than anything else, she wanted things to go perfectly for her and Jacob. Her parents had gone through so much to be together and while that made them stronger, she didn't think that she was ready to go through any of that.
She looked up into his eyes and said, "Jake, I know that everything is brand new to us, being that I was gone for thirty years. But, I want you to know how much I care about you. You are perfect for me. Take my love to infinity and then to the depths of forever and it barely skims how I feel for you."
Softly, she kissed his cheek and smiled.
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Post by Jacob Black on Feb 5, 2009 14:58:25 GMT -5
Jacob smiled at Nessie after she confessed how much she really loved him, "Ness, I know, the Same goes for me too." Jacob Got p off the rock his muscles were beginning to become stiff. "We should walk a little Ness, My muscles are beginning to cramp up. I Cant sit still to long without needing to stretch." Jacob chuckled and rubbed he back of his head before stretching out both arms.then he held ut his hand for Renesmee to Take. "Shall we walk my beautiful Princess?" Jacob said in a weird British accent before laughing and explaining himself. "I wanted you to feel more at home"
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