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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on Feb 10, 2009 1:44:14 GMT -5
About halfway through the fourth chapter of Pride and Prejudice, Renesmee's phone started buzzing and lighting up on her bed. Looking at it, she saw the text message from Jacob. Reading it made her smile and put her book away. It felt slightly ridiculous that she was that happy he was returning, since it had only been slightly less than an hour, but nevertheless she was excited he was coming back.
Quickly, she went to the bathroom and made sure her hair was alright, which it was. She also noticed that her parents were not in the cottage, which was a bonus in her book. Now they could be alone in her room; a place Jacob had not yet seen. As she waited for him, she paced their living room nervously. Knowing that they would be alone in her house worried her a little bit being that her father and mother could return at anytime, but she liked the dangerous feeling it brought.
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Post by Jacob Black on Feb 10, 2009 17:23:30 GMT -5
Jacob ran as fast as he could thew the woods. He was thing of Renesmee the whole way there and within ten minutes or maybe even less Jacob was back at the cottage knocking on the door. "Hey Ness its me" Jacob anf waited fot the door to open. I wonder if Edward and Bella are home? Usually they would be but Jacob did not hear any taking coming from inside so he open the door and walked in " Ness, Its nice to see you again beautiful." Jacob said as he whipped his bare feet on the rug at the front door. "Did you miss me Hon? Because I missed you terribly."
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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on Feb 11, 2009 0:58:59 GMT -5
Renesmee went to the living room just as Jacob was walking in the door. He was showered and clean, which was impressive to her. And from his scent, he used soap too, which made her giggle a little. Walking over to him, she gave him a small kiss on the lips.
"Of course I missed you," she replied. "And I take it you missed me too."
When she stopped kissing Jacob, she noticed he was looking around the cottage, presumably for her parents. Smiling, she took him by the hand and started to lead him towards her room.
"Don't worry, my parents are out for the day," she reassured him. "I found a note just before you got here. They'll be gone til nightfall."
Truthfully, Renesmee was glad she had found the note from her parents explaining their absence otherwise she would not have been comfortable with them there. Not to say that she didn't feel comfortable around her parents; it was just a little awkward with Jacob sometimes. But, she was certain that the more time she spent with him, the more comfortable things would become.
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Post by Jacob Black on Feb 11, 2009 10:49:31 GMT -5
Jacob smiled when Renesmee noticed what he was going. "Well, I guess that good right, your parents being out gives me more alone time with you." Jacob Pulled Renesmee in close once again holding her in his arms. Holding her in is arm he began to whisper in hr ear. "Your the most beautiful thing in existence and will always be the most beautiful person for eternity." he said quietly before kissing her behind her ear, he look in a deep breath taking in the smell of he freshly washed hair.Jacob loved the smell of vanilla shampoo. he tha ran his finger through her hair and began playing with some of he curls.
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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on Feb 11, 2009 15:34:07 GMT -5
For once, things worked out in Renesmee's favor with her parents being gone. Having the entire house to herself with Jacob was the most wonderful thing that could happen, besides Jacob' himself. As he pulled her close and whispered in her ear, she suddenly felt very dangerous, like they were not supposed to be there, but were. It was a good feeling that Renesmee liked. When she felt him kiss her behind the ear, she giggled a little bit. That was something he had not done before, but she enjoyed it.
As he played with her curls, she whispered back, "And you are the only one who has my heart. No one else could ever have it but you."
Gently, she pulled out of his arms and took his hand again, leading him to her room.
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Post by Jacob Black on Feb 11, 2009 17:36:40 GMT -5
Renesmee slowly slipped out off Jacob grip and began pulling him towards he old bedroom. I wonder if her bedroom is different then it was before. Jacob though and of course it should be different, she should have at least have a bedroom update it has been thirty years. "So Ness what do you have planed for us?" Jacob asked unsure of what she wanted to do. "I am kinds hungry so I could make dinner later" he was then in her room and began checking it out.
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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on Feb 11, 2009 20:06:54 GMT -5
As they walked into her bedroom, Renesmee watched as Jacob looked around a little bit. Her room was quite different than it had been before. Her crib was replaced by the full sized bed and the decorations were different, but she liked it nonetheless. Her aunts had done a great job with it.
"I wanted to show you something," she replied to his question about what they were going to do.
Having him sit down on her bed, she turned and went to her bookshelf, where she had already unpacked everything from London. Quickly she combed through the books until she found what she was looking for; her journal. It was somewhat tattered after five years of use, but it was her prized possession. Inside it was every letter she had ever written to Jacob over the last five years or so, when she had realized that she was in love with him. Blushing, she handed it to him. There was her entire heart, on paper and exposed for him to see.
"I want you to have it," she said, handing it to him and sitting next to him on the bed. "So you will always know how much I love you."
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Post by Jacob Black on Feb 11, 2009 21:22:49 GMT -5
Jacob took the book into his hands rubbing the front cover a little but like it was a precious treasure which in a way it was, at leas to him and Renesmee."Ness, Love this your journal you told me about right? "Jacob looked over at Renesmee and already knew the answer.
He looked back down at the journal and hesitantly open the front cover before closing it once again and placed it on the bed. "Ness I don't need you journal to tell me how Much you love me know how much you do. I don't want to read you journal Ness I love it if once and a while you read some of it to me." Jacob stood up and took Renesmee hands. "Thanks you for The journal love It will always be one of my most precious treasures after you."
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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on Feb 11, 2009 22:10:39 GMT -5
The thought of reading some of the journal out loud to Jacob made her heart skip a few beats. She had imagined doing something like that for a while, but never thought it would actually come true this fast. The journal was something she had kept so she would have some way of dealing with her emotions for Jacob while they were separated. Some of the more intense ones were the most recent, which she was going to save to read to him after they were married, whenever that would happen.
As Jacob took her hands, she stood up and placed her hands on the sides of his face, looking deeply into his eyes; giving him a memory. It was of her writing the letter she had written on the plane before she had landed in Port Angeles, also giving him the emotions she had felt right then. All of the excitement and love in her heart before she saw him again for the first time in thirty years. When it ended, she reached up on her tip-toes and kissed him.
"This is why thirty years was worth waiting," she said. "Because I get to have you forever."
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Post by Jacob Black on Feb 11, 2009 22:59:21 GMT -5
Jacob looked into Renesmee and took in the memory, hr enjoyed every part about it every feeling, everyone of her thoughts and every word she wrote on the page. His body became a euphoric volcano ready to explode with out all of his feelings in return for Renesmee. "Yes Ness thirty years of waiting was difficult but it as yo said it was worth it" Jacob then kissed Renesmee it was full of passion. he wrapped his arm around her and picked her up and placed her on the bed. slow pulled away and picked up the journal and before sitting nthe bed himself. "Read some to me Love"
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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on Feb 11, 2009 23:53:33 GMT -5
Renesmee took the journal from Jacob's hands, happy to read something to him. She turned through the pages, trying to find the perfect one to begin with. There were so many to choose from and all equally as important to her. Each had a piece of her heart that she poured into it during the time she wrote. She looked until she found the perfect one to begin with.
"This one was written about three years ago, when my parents and I took a trip to Greece. While they had to stay inside during the day, I was able to roam about freely. I found this little spot on a beach where I could sit and write," she explained before looking down and beginning the letter.
"My dearest Jacob,
As I sit here in the sand on the beaches of Greece, watching the sunset over the rolling waves of the ocean, I cannot help but think of you. You are an entire world away and I wish that you were here next to me, sharing this beautiful sunset. The past twenty-seven years have been very lonely without you. I miss you so very much. Your eyes, your comforting presence, and your warmth. Every little thing about you is something I miss. You are my heart and soul; every part of me is yours. I know that when I see you again that we will be together forever and never parted ever again.
With All The Love In My Heart,
Nessie"
Once she was done reading, she closed the journal and leaned over to kiss Jacob. What started off as a slow kiss, quickly intensified to something more passionate. Renesmee had her fingers intertwined with his short hair and could feel his body heat radiating on her face, but she didn't mind. She had Jacob and that's all that mattered.
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Post by Jacob Black on Feb 12, 2009 0:59:26 GMT -5
Jacob was in aw with the entry, oh he would have loved to spends that sunset with Renesmee. Now they were back together he could spend every sunset with her. Renesmee the kissed him this time differently then had kissed him yet but he enjoyed it. Her hands running thought his hair Turn on his passion like a spark on a gas soaked rag . He places him hands on her hip and kissed her back matching her force and intensified his kiss as her force increased.
Jacob was enjoying every single moment of it. His body wanted to take over in the heat of the moment, he wanted to make her, his right at that exact moment but then his mind's logic took back over. This was not the time or place to let that happen, He began to kiss her with less and less force to control himself, to lock his urges back inside him himself more reserved again. he stop kissing her fora moment. "Ness I love to keep doing this but if we continue I don't think I could control myself." Jacob laughted I want to wait till after we are married Ness. It will only make the first time more special"
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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on Feb 12, 2009 9:29:53 GMT -5
Renesmee backed off and listened to Jacob. She wanted to be his right then, but her own logical mind took over as well. Knowing that her father was old-fashioned, it would break his heart to know that his only daughter didn't wait until marriage before giving herself to Jacob. She recoiled and sat on the bed next to Jacob, biting her lip slightly in embarrassment.
"I'm sorry," she apologized. "I just got lost in the moment. You're right though, we should wait until we're married."
She could feel her face blazing with heat, knowing that she was blushing profusely. She couldn't believe she had lost control like that, but it was completely natural for her to want to be with Jacob. After all, they were going to be married eventually. For now, she was just happy being with him. She laid down next to him, putting her head on his shoulder. A few minutes later, she fell asleep unintentionally from exhaustion. But she was comfortable and content.
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Post by Jacob Black on Feb 12, 2009 12:12:42 GMT -5
"its ok Ness I know exactly how you feel" A smile crossed Jacob face and she rested her head on his shoulder. he closed his eyes and enjoyed the closeness soon he too drifted off into sleep. He dreamed of their future, thier wedding, the honeymoon, and the rest of his eternity life with Renesmee. A smile crossed he face while he slept. He was happy and hoped he would never be a reason why they shouldn't be.
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Post by Renesmee Cullen-Black on Feb 12, 2009 14:02:11 GMT -5
Renesmee woke up a few hours later, completely comfortable in Jacob's arms. Even though his skin was blazing hot, it felt no different than her own as they were only a few degrees apart. Her temperature ran at a constant 104 degrees and had since the day she was born. When she looked at the clock, she began to panic. It was nearly dusk, which meant her parents would be home soon. Quickly she nudged Jacob, who had also fallen asleep. He didn't move.
"Jake," she said, shaking him a little harder to wake him. "Wake up!"
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